i was so devastated about wat happened to me the past few weeks ago that i decided to take a break from da and the internet because i was tired of being harassed evryday.
i have come back and now i am writing this journal so that ppl don't bother me about the last 1 i made. it seems to me that da doesnt want to cooperate and doesnt understand my point of view. it wasnt even about their beliefs, it was how they harassed ppl and got away with it cuz da turned the other cheek. yet i get harassed and threatened over wat? standing up for whats right? god said that we would be persecuted as christians but he also said to not cast ur pearls before swine. and so i am over the #
LogicSquad ordeal and im moving onto other subjects that please GOD, my holy father in heaven.
in the process i also lost my friend ~
Tammy-Dingodile and i am so so sad becuz i dont understand where i went wrong for her to leave me. she even blocked me for a while and i apologized to her but she hasnt come around. tammy was one of my only other friends who stucky by me and my sister-in-christ but then she turned on me to help some dude from #
LogicSquad. i know shes hurt but i think she doesnt understand that she hurt me 2 becuz i feel betrayed by the person i thought i could trust. i will leave it in god's hands now.
i have also been watching nelly furtado's music video for anteater and i was inspired by the dance routine. im hoping that for my next music video, i can hire a choreographer to help me create a dance routine. if theres anyone who knows a good choreographer in the central florida area, plz let me kno.
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